女人想的。。。

#I 现实中的。。。

她：「老公。帮我接杯水呗。」
他：「石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。」
她：「算了.. 我自己去吧..」

#II 女人想要的。。。

他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。
他：「干吗去？」
她：「去接杯水。」
他：「你坐这看吧。我去给你接。」

女人要求不高，她对男人唯一的要求就是「疼她」，
你可以什么都没有，只要你疼她，她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你..

原来

原来
我
不是不相信你
不是不相信爱情
不是不相信永远
是 不相信 我自己


原来
我什么都不想拥有
因为我怕失去

determination to learn violin

in last blog i do mention that i want to fill up my leisure time with somethg that i really wish to do for so long.guess wat??hehe...is learning musical instrument.i wish to learn piano since i was a small girl,but this dream never achieve during my schooling time,but i never think to give up my dream as i love piano so much,i even can revel in the beautiful melody and feel touching to it.i always hope that i can learn piano one day so that i can play some loving song or romantic song but for sure those must be my favorite song as well.hehe.Thus,when i grown up i have realized that it is not possible to learn from the basic anymore as my fingers hv become stiffer and less senitive to play a very good piano..or else miracle happen,but will it?...huh...sound like i have force to give up..sigh~ indeed,there is adult courses available for those teenagers like me to learn but definitely not from the bacic,mayb just learn for certain level or some trendy song instead.Actually i do can learn too but there is reason behind why at the end i chose to learn violin instead of learning piano.This is because i have no idea to place a piano if i have buy it!sound bad right?indeed,i just have rented room,and it's definitely a big problem for me to placed my piano.so,i am rather learning violin at this moment than waiting until i get my own house to get this problem solved.hah..but this doesn't mean that violin can replace piano,it actually also come to my second choice from the beginning =]
i fall in love to violin because i was so impressed when first looking at leehom playing violin on the stage.haha..it's sound ridiculous to fall in love to violin by such reason huh?anyhow..i want to learn it with wholeheartedly and hope can just play any beautiful melody that i love!if there is time allow,i stil wish can learn piano in one day.haha >,<

just thai

i wan to post a blog regarding one thai restaurant long time ago because their environment has absolutely mesmerized me and the food is amazing too.but,heavy workload and personal stuffs had already took away my time so i have been busy all this while.it's enough to be bothering by all those stuffs again,although i knw it will never end :( but nvm,i thk i need to sayang myself more and gv myself a little space to do something that i wish to do since long time ago and one of it is blogging...another one u will know very soon..hehe :D

This thai restaorant located at one utama old wing.i been crazily shop in one U all this while because this shopping mall is damn near to my house and is very easy and convenience for me to drive to thr compare to others,sumore nw applied one card d,go even more often.haha.i can almost be the gps in one u d!hah!although went so many times but never been in this restaurant until one day i stop nxt to it and just realize it.i have falled in love to one of the thai food side dishes,called "kelabu".This dish is made up of mango silk and peanut smash,little prawn and some chili padi,it taste sour and i was so addicted to it,it's definitely a recommended appetizer.


Deng..Deng ..Deng..this is the restaurant:)


i was inside the mirror ;p

mirrors is else where ><


the lighting make the ambience feel so romantic

thai's style signature will never miss ~


fantastic side dish~~hoho >,<

my favouritetomyam bihun..is so tasty~.~

thumb up for this pineapple rice,highly recommended by chef ^^

再会昨天

我
用力的呼吸
用力的吃饭
用力的睡觉
用力的抽泣
做什么都很用力
忘记一个人也该用点力吧

脸颊上两行泪水
滑落过的痕迹
原来已出卖了自己
赤红色的鼻端
曾试过那刺酸的感觉吗
到最后只不过剩下哽咽
窒息不已

无形的挣扎
无数的抗拒
该停了
该解脱了
请让我放慢呼吸
请让我把眼泪倒流
或许光阴不能倒回
那请让我继续前进吧
美好的明天在等我呢

懂。爱

当真正爱上一个人的时候，心会是满满的，因为你会觉得你爱着的那个人一直都在你心里，即使距离很遥远，但感觉会是满满的。如果心中是没有爱的,只会等别人来爱自己，却不懂得爱人，即使爱的人离自己很近，依然觉得空虚的。

泪水的防线

很努力的 在你面前
掩饰对你的温柔
掩饰心痛的表情
掩饰泛滥的泪水
一切只不过都是在掩饰
到底要掩饰到什么时候？
对你的关心
对你的在乎
已超越了我的防线
很想上前去
亲吻你的脸颊
闻那熟悉的香

我恳求上天
赐我一次爱你的机会
因为我再也掩饰不到
我自己
或许我该勇敢面对
流言蜚语
或许我该诚实表达
爱你的誓言
或许我该坦然承认
对你的感觉
或许 或许
再多的或许
只不过再也骗不到自己
我是真的爱你

坠。落

如果有一天我不再流泪
不是我不再思念
而是我已把心给冻结起来
阵阵冷风 吹进我的心扉
刺疼了每一个毛孔
心 在哭了

心灵已支撑不住肉体
只剩下冰冷的躯壳
但起码我已用力的爱过
傻傻的等过
认真的哭过

如果麻醉自己可以让我忘记你
那么我宁愿不再醒过来
至少在坠下的那一刻
拥有你已经是永恒

在另一个没有悲伤的国度里

寂

终究有一天我会静静的躺下，
遍体是伤，隐隐作痛
最痛的是内心深处那道被隐藏了的伤口
凌乱的发丝，苍伤的面孔
是心碎的痕迹

把自己卷进被单里
用力的张开 惺忪的眼睛
看着窗外的蓝蓝天空
微微投射的光芒
想使劲地飞向云层里去
渐渐的再也看不见
自己的背影

说好的幸福呢？

爱一个人真的会痛的。这是六年后第一次这么痛。
是不是痛久了就麻木了？我真希望它快点麻木，至少没知觉了，就不会感到痛了。
碎掉的心粘回去了始终还有裂痕，虽然不明显，但是它是存在着的。
最后剩下自己一个人或许是孤独的，但是都不比沉溺在痛苦中来得难受。

我一直认为幸福是很简单的，为什么就不能让我幸福一次？
兜兜转转，原来自己想要的幸福其实是很简单而已。
想要有个人关心我，疼爱我，呵护我，捧我在手心，那不就是幸福了吗？
是我一直拒绝让自己幸福了。。。
现在，我只想捉住上天赐给我的幸福，不会让它再次从我的指缝中溜走。

so called life?

This period that i have been went through is so called life?the sadness is at maximum and can imagina how tough i need to be to overcome with all that..sometimes when you think you are the most lucky and happier person in the world,which mean mayb had gained something which everyone wish to have,like relationship,career,family,financial freedom...etc..it's sound like a true perfect life which everyone dream for it...but even though you have gain it you will never expect what will going to happen for the next,either wil keep it on or just lost it in such a moment...whose's knw?it's all depend on "fate"...and no matter good or bad thing happen must hv to accept even mst learn to accept :( cuz i hv no power to change it nor control it..i hv no way to struggle n probe for the truly bad of misfortune that i encountered. .while face and solve is the most simple way..it's jst sound simple yet it's hard whn it cum to real :(
high expectation in self is a gud thg in order to grow further,bt yet sometimes it really need some luck.no doubt i believe in luck so much.this is real happen on me,when i try hard to achieve what i hv dream for so long,bt it's wil never come true,mayb is nt the gud timing?or i hv no luck?i duno...what for i been torturing myself in this short life,and tears non stop T_T
it jst make my life pointless.
quit myself frm the extreme bad working environment is the only way to gain bac my smile n happiness,it's jst a simple decision bt i took so long to made it.i m absolutely nt a gud decisive person,so i been always mess up my life.
learn frm mistake,mayb some frens wil advise me in tis way,or learn to be a decisive person,thgs wil become more easy.ya,i agree wif that..but why i couldn't?
wat's my problem?i hate myself badly T_T
whn everythg seems lk dy settled,bt it doesn't because there is stil important stage after things getting settle, what i need to do is --face with it.
face everythg that i need to face,dun ever think to escape,there is no way for me to escape,wil hv no solution out thr，stand on the origin where problem arises,solve n face wil only do =.=
not jst nid be to tough,bt oso be brave!
u can do it >.<

a little changes ♥♥♥

染了一头黑发，现在又很想念之前的发色了 :(
做人真矛盾！


突然很喜欢之前的发型和发色 :p

到底哪个才适合我呢？
人都是犯贱的，常想要得到得不到的！
但是我内心都明白一个道理，要珍惜眼前拥有的一切。真希望我会深深去体会和做到 :)

无助

最近的我真的emo到爆炸，

我的心情就如倾盆大雨。

T_T

人的一生中充满了选择。
害怕去做选择，因为没有人可以告诉你，你的选择是对还是错
只有去经历了才懂得。。
不然你永远不会知道 你所做的选择不会后悔
因为你没有预知能力。

选择，却只有一个。
人家说，选你所爱，爱你所选。
这句话说得没错。
一旦选择了，你没有得怨。
因为选择是自己的，得对自己的选择负责。
但是，却有多少人可以真正付得起这责任？
选择的背后岂只有责任而已呢。。
带来的痛苦和煎熬。。
要怎么去承受？
要怎么去面对？

选择对我来说一直都不是一件容易的事
是我太执着了吗
是我不够洒脱吗
如果不需要做选择该多好

我又逃避了 T_T

dating wif my dearest~~

i like tis pic so much =)

damn happy whn my dearest shuang come kl for interview n yet stay at my house!
yippy!!!tat's a long night chatting for us..even i tired lk hell for the nxt day,
haha..(i hv fall slp whn waiting for dr)swt =.=
bt it's doesnt stop me to pillow talk every night =D
although one week hv passed..it jst lk happened yesterday,haha
can imagine hw fast time flies?
feel excited n grateful to stay with my dearest,yet shopping is one of the activity v cnt miss!!!
unfortunately whn wen n sam cum v hv no chance to take photo..so bad :(
only can show here me n shuang pic~
nxt tm shud rmb to take photo as well,i wan to keep all the memories v hv been spend together..:p
love u my dear...♥




our dessert >>>> =p


muackz.......♥

be strong

stop!stop!stop!!!!!
pls stop looking down at urself..
can?
why i always lk to care too much on what ppl hv tell n what ppl hv judge on me?
i m agree that sometimes suitable advise we shud take it for personal growth,
but those advise doesn't mean it reflect the negative side rite?
it's just a space of improvement...jst a phase of growing...
but hw can it become a negative power towards me?
i shudnt take it in tat way!!!
bt i didnt realise tat!n slowly it become an abstacle for me to keep going on..
cuz those negative criticism make me to lose confident to myself unconciously..
it's tat real? or all tis while i m definitely no confident to myself???
i m lack of confident!!!
i m nt didnt get well prepare,bt yet take it seriously in other way round..
i jst lose confident whn come to certain circumtances..
theoretically it's easy to consult ppl in order to build confident frm internally by building the trust or believe in our own..
bt practically it become harder..mayb i m nt that kind of person who always confident to thmself,cuz whn i hv confident in somethg tat i really put effort n done well,it wil always failed at the end..
tat'y i dare nt to be confident for nxt tm or for the nxt try!!
obviously,it's seems lk my own problem,i realise that actually..
i shudn't hv tis kind of mindset,i shud remind myself to take it positively,
be smile n keep go on...
dun ever stop n blame n cry....
its wil never use!!
it's jst a learning step,everybody wil go through with it,ntg can beating me down if i wan somethg to be achieved!!!
i hv chance to learn i shud appreciate,thk positively!!!
here,i wil prove to u,i sure i can do the best,
no matter hw hard the difficulties come towards me,
i nt sure whther wil satisfy to ur needs,bt i m sure that tat is the best i hv presented!
as long as tat's the effort i hv put,promise i wont regret anymore!
i learn to accept challenge,i learn to accept different perception, i learn to accept criticism,i learn to accept my weakness,i learn to be strong n growth myself in another way...
tat's me♥♥♥



eYe kuriko,cheers always♥

i m tired@@

i m really tired throughout tis month.........................T.T
whn is the ending???

i willing

我愿意 from @uyong on Vimeo.

ur video make me cry so hard...never experience before...
until..i met u...all bcoz of u...
my love to u...wil never till the end..
i love u...
for the rest of my life

思念你的我

思念你已经是我生命的一部份
因太过的思念你 而放声大哭
对你 我还是第一次
从来没有想过你不在的日子
是多么的难熬

我无法控制我自己
只好放任我自己
对你泛滥的思念
没有你 我甚至不能清晰
只好摸索着 茫然的度过

有你陪伴的每一时刻
原来已经渗透了
我内心的每个角落
你是我的全部
我因你而灿烂
我因你而落寞
我因你 而变化

不能想像没有你的一刻
我会是怎样
生活的节奏
被你牵引着
一步步地 迈向幸福里程碑

突然间发现我自己
已深深爱上你
无法自拔的 爱你

我愿意

思念是一种很玄的东西　如影随形
无声又无息出沒在心底　转眼　
吞沒我在寂寞里

我无力抗拒　特別是夜里　
想你到无法呼吸
恨不能立即　朝你狂奔去　
大声的告訴你

愿意为你　我愿意为你　我愿意为你　
忘记我姓名
就算多一秒　停留在你怀里　
失去世界也不可惜

愿意为你　我愿意为你　我愿意为你　
被放逐天际
只要你真心　拿爱与我回应
什么都愿意　什么都愿意　
为你

我什么都愿意　什么都愿意　
为你

p/s: 给我生命中的挚爱

i m relax!!and travel moood is on!!!!

yeah~
jst come out frm manager room,
i hv dy decided to leave.
i duno whther wil regret in future,
bt at this moment,i knw tis is the decision i wan to make.
i m stil young,yet out thr stil hv many other chances wait for me;
to learn,to explore,to challenge.
sumore entering multinational company,
i thk wil be a different culture n environment,
yet i hv chance to work with..i shud appreciate it.
good luck to myself n all the best la♥
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now,my travel mood is on!!hapieeee =D
hk is wait for me..yaahhooo~~~
very happy as tis is my first tm travel,someore with my love one♥
so,today i wan start packing dy,else last minutes wil forget tis and forget tat!
knw my bad pattern de!!
hope to9 wil hv a nice slip,n ready for the flight on saturday!!!
c u hk~c u disney land~c u ocean park...n more n more~~hehehe XD

over worried ? m i? :(

finally i success...yeah!!!!
i should sound happily...bt i nt..why?
i wish can figure out the reason behind too..
i seems lk start wondering something...
do u thk i m over worried??
i duno ;(

it's absolutely a tough period for me...
one round by one round interview..and each time i need to be well prepared,
yet study alots is a must..it has make me so stress and till insomnia ==
day by day..cant slp cuz stressful by the interview..omg..
i need to thx Heineken...i only can get sleep cuz of u :)
how tired n exhausted i m,all jst reflect on my eye bag n dark circle!
damn sweat!
it's my dream company which i wish to get in since long time ago...
the first interview n second i pass successfully,even satisfy with my performance..
as the interviewer said:" i dun hv any reason that u cnt get this job"
damn happy whn heard this..it's mean a recognition for me?
i m extremely full of confident to myself.. yesss!!! =D
but whn come to the 3rd in,i m too nervous,cuz i told myself i wan to get this job successfully,i nt allow myself to make any mistake during this important stage..
thus,i gv myself so much of stress...arghhhhh...i m STRESS ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!
i hv been insomnia for how many days?
i hv been struggle on it for hw many days??
i hv been put hw much of effortss??
i dun even thk can count by my finger...;(

yet,hw do u thk of my 3rd in?
i hv failed it...
i sad lk fall frm top to the bottom..
nervous has make me cnt figure out the word frm my mind..
and yet cant ans the questions accurately even i hv been prepared for so long..
yet..he doubt on my effort,and asked me show him my hard work,
whn he saw the notes i hv prepared jst thick lk a book,he get shocked and straight away ask his secreatry to photostate all my notes(i duno y he do so)
end up,he open the door for me n prepare for my leaving,
bt i stun at the moment,i nt reconciled with it..
yet,before i leave,i asked:"do u satisfy with my performance??"
thn he jst stun for a short while,and he ask me to take a seat.
the first word frm his mouth:"u hv really failed me"
he actually hv expected more frm me,as i hv been well prepared..
i...i m so sorry..i murmured...i hv dissapointed u..i m too nervous!!
yet..i hope to hv one more chance...can i??
bt i dint speak out...
he keep explaining to me what in his mind...
some i heard some i nt..
and he said: "overall u are reasonable"
reasonable?huh?what r u trying to mean?
considerable??
step out with hopeless n energyless body....

whn the heavy rain had jst splash on my face..
i receive a ph call in a sudden,is another manager called me for 4th interview!!!!!!!!!!!!
aiksss...i m definitely speechless,cuz i start to doubt on myself :S
yet,i went for the 4th in...without nervous,without worried..
cuz i control well on my emotion,dun allow myself to failed again cuz of nervous n yet cnt ans the ques properly ~~
and today, i receive ph called again.
"u are informed that u hv successfully get the job"
and they wan me start working asap,as they r willing to pay instead of my two mth notice..sound greatttt isn't?
wowooooh~~at the moment i really excited n happy til max..
bt whn i calm down,i start to thk a lots... :(
whther i hv make a shrewd decision?? n im nt goin to regret after this??
whetehr i hv deserve better thn my current situation?
whether i can get what i wan?yet can fullfilled my needs?
i duno.

u thk i m thking too much?bt i cnt even stop thking this...
once i nt get the ans i wan...those ques wil jst keep playing in my mind..
oh...........shittttt!!
eYe!!what u want?
whn ppl failed u,u sad for whole day;
whn ppl wan u, u worry for whole night.
my bad pattern seems lk come out again..
i m thking too much!!!
plssss awake me!!!!!plsssss!

my sushi day ♥

hahaaah..i laugh non-stop as ecc comment has keep playing in my mind...
"are they eatable?"hahaaha..
i can answer u,"yes,they are.."
yet,it's make me thk to blog...

i hv spent my great weekend by making those "delicious" sushi wv him :)
as what he say "the best sushi in my life"..hehehe
can u imagine hw best it is?haha
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i hv long tm ago decided to make sushi for him,as both of as like sushi so so much..
lk sushi zanmai,sushi Tei,sakae sushi,sushi king n etc..no 1 v hv missed,every tm go for lunch or dinner,always make sushi as our first choice♥
yet,i thk to made it myself..it wil be different in taste,rite?
but i always nt free to do it...(damn many excuses =.=)
but,finally this weekend i can squeeze some tm to make lovely SUSHI~~yea yea~lalala~

so,yesterday v decided to buy material at midvalley jusco...
at first,we do filled our stomach at CHILI,it's finger-licking good!
i hv really nice western food for lunch♥
i do hv my firecracker fillet fish while he has the honey chicken...
both oso damn deliciousss...hm..yummy yummy~like it like it~
after lunch v jst went jusco to buy the materials for sushi.yippyyy!!!
v had bought the egg,vinegar,tuna,mayonese,seaweed n so on..its cost ard RM40++
the japanese rice that i looking for is ord out of stock..at the end i dint buy the other brand instead,i decided to look for it at another store..(dared nt to try other brand)
so today v jst go the nearby grocery to look for it..
n yet the brand i wan oso no more d,no choice,i hv to buy another brand..
v bought the rice,crabstick,wasabi n etc...again,its cost ard Rm40++
it's far more expensive thn having 1 meal in zanmai sushi =.="

hmhm...as v reach hm...i jst realise that i hv forgot to bring the mould which use to make rice in rectangular shape!it left in my hse!oh my god....is thr any other thg can replace it??
i hv totally no idea wv it ==
eventually,without wasting tm..(cuz he is goin to work at 530pm)
v hv decide to use our hand in order to make the rice into shape~the only choice of the choice...oh my god~~~~
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can u imagine hw the sushi look lk???
haha..i hv no eye see oso...
it's quite lk sh***...hahhaa
anyways,v do enjoy it♥cuz it's so called hand made sushi..
much different thn comercial 1 ler..hahaha
bt he told me although the sushi are nt will sell,
bt he do enjoy the moment that v hv made the sushi tgt!me too♥




the "best" sushi i have :)

a truth

today,early in the morning,whn i tunning on the fly fm,
i heard a phrase frm a DJ,it's meaningful and i would lk to share at here:

"when u fall in love with two people at the same time,
pls choose the second one,
because if u truly love the first one,
u won't fall in love with the second one"

i absolutely agree with tis..
if ur love one hv another out thr,mean that he no longer loyal to u..
he think to hv somethg fresh,somethg new to him..
and honestly he have changed,cuz he not in love with u anymore.
whn it becum a fact,v hv to accept,and dun struggle at tat point.
it's nt worth to retrieve bac..
cuz even u do so,he has no longer appreciate wif wat u do..

huh?u think to show tat u hv live better than him in front of him?
n u sure he wil feel regret with wat he done before?
thn u are totally wrong..wat u hv do,how u hv change,
thr is doesnt mean anythg to him..for now n for future..
cz he is the one who had make the decision at first.

completely dissapointed..hopelessness..desperateness..
holding with tired body..
time is needed..to washed off the memories..
no matter how hard the period is..emotional,depression etc..
all bad feeling just come towards,
be brave and go through with it,face with it..
as time is only the medicine to heal the wound
tat's the only way...
be cheer and believe that u can stand up again,
jst keep in mind that,ur life is nt been affected by him.
else u r the only one who will sufffering all the time..

as experience grown oneself up..
be strong and tough enough
whn it's just a memory,it's just a part of story in ur life..

my sweett valentine ♥♥♥

#14 Feb
never think that i will meet with u...
never think that i will be with u..
thanks god for giving me such a priceless gift in my life...
i hv a greastest moment in my life,it's to remember as long as i lives..
>> my valentine day ♥♥♥
romantic environment with sumptuous valentine set dinner...
till nw i still feel lk i just made a dream at that night♥
thanks for doin all those things to me,i do appreciate it!
especially the card u made.."the card is simple,but not my heart"
i m touch until max..it's not just word can say..
really duno how to describe my feeling at that moment..
but i knw u knw me well♥...i feel absolutely satisfy with it...
thanks for giving me such a memorable night in my life♥♥





valentine dinner @ smoke house bangsar :):):)

grill fish + mashed potato,,good taste ><

delicious appetizer =D asam taste wf vege +crab meat cheese on top

soup with ♥ shape>> pumpkin+carrot??+cili??...bt it's extremely nice~


someyhing like ice-cream,it's cold..bt nt exactly ice-cream ~~
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#15 Feb
i knw recently u are wondering about ur new job,new direction,new life..
dun worry ahbi,i m just beside u,to hold u,to listen to u,to understand u,
to support u all the time...everythg will be fine soon..
there is still long way to goes through,
just hope can be with u whatever good or worst things happen,gambateh♥


♥♥To love is time well spent;
what brought you & me together was heaven sent♥♥

i L.O.V.E myself

jst read thru my frens's blog..i can feel the strong smell,cny is around the corner..
today i suppose enjoy my shopping at sunway nw..bt y m i stil at hm???
all becuz of my NOSE la...hate my nose so so much..
whn i wake up early in tis morning,i d start sneezing...is NON-stop sneezing...
n finally cause running nose...oh MY GOD...i d finish 1 box of tissue,n i counldnt find any tissue in hse d,end up i nid to open one new roll of toilet paper..
the quality is damn bad,the paper so rough n make my nose becum redness, is the result of rubbing too much while wiping off snivel..
sigh....tis is y i couldn't enjoy my great saturDAY!!!
nvm...jst be calm..i murmured myself..
n enjoy blogging...as i hv finish decorate my blog nicely!yeah~

As the title of this post..
i can say tat i hv love myself so much :) :)
why??hehe..cuz i hv bought myself a set of skin care..
the excitement is unprecedented =D


this is the first item i bought, (for me tis is the most important item to own:)

while trying other sample product,i found that i extremely lk the quality,it can absorb very well to ur face,to ur every single cell...n its color look natural lk ntg apply to ur face...
subsequently,i hv decide to own one set skin care for myself~~YEAH~~~



due to my bad working environment(strong & hot SUN)..i hv to take more care on my skin,else i sure look more older thn exact age =.="
yet..as wat ppl say "spending money lk water flow"..
i thk i hv extremely experience it $$


yippy>>>> =) =) =)


the free mask i get =) it's cost around RM50++


**LANCOME family....yeee>>>love so much~~~

Last but nt least..i would lk to shout at here~

**HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR n GONG XI FA CAI**

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似逝年华

有些人以前喜欢的东西
现在已经不喜欢了
是因为渐渐遗忘了喜欢的感觉呢
还是已经不再有喜欢的感觉了
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有些时候因某种原因之下
我们很迷恋某些东西,某些回忆
甚至某个人...

但是经历了岁月的沧桑，风尘的洗脱
我们变得已不再迷恋 当年的痴狂

幕然回首 那只不过是清涩的伴之相随

memorable gathering ~~

just realised one week passed d..
as time and tide wait for no man,
it neither stay nor wait..
tat's y mst appreciate all the time tat v hv nw..

suddenly miss the weekend which had spent with my jimuiss..
it's damn enjoyable while chit chating n shop along the way
v cht a lot n a lot..til mid nite..from opera,to mcD..
n reach hm stil keep chating..it's ord 5.00am!!
my head start spinning d..mayb is the "chocolate milk cocktail" take effect..
unluckily..my body is energyless n stick to bed tightly
argh...finally my brain becum unconciously n fall asleep at 5.30am..
sooo sorry..for all my jimuii.terribly sorry..
knw u all sure angry that i sleep on my own..hahah
cuz less 1 kepo with ur all..cnt gossipss thgs tgt d...kakaka
aiks..its too bad..i must missed somethg interesting..haha
ok la..my fault k..nxt tm go kampar find shuang i sure bring pill,
which can make me awake until 6.30am..most GENG 1..wakaka
honestly..really happy,enjoyable with 3 of u..
love so much~
hope to have nxt gathering very soon-->KAMPAR

end here..more pic to share..
take care my desrest fren..
love u >,<
my lovely shuang..wait for us:)


me,shuang n wc enjoy dinner at KIMCHI,tropicana mall
nice korean food recommended by me :D

feeling of excitement and hapiness>>cheers galss~~

me n shuang>>like tis pic :)

me n wen ~0~ my old old fren..love u

me n wc..v lk to bully her cuz she is cute..haha ^^

*me* in exhilarating mode

new hope in 2011

it's has been a long time didn't update my blog...
miss my blog,miss my fren's blog so much...
get to update with their latest condition > <
hm..recently i m really busy with my work...
2011..once..a new year..shud hv new hope..
i do hope my family is in the pink of health
i do hope my love one happy all the time
i do hope myself can get a better job,
reduce those unnecessary trouble..
stay happy n healthy :)
come bac to my recent condition..

i spent quite a long time to think carefully
on my current job..whter to stay or quit
it's has been annoyed me for so long
i thk it's the time to make a decision..
obviously,i have make myself an absolute decision
after analysed all the aspect,
i realised that it has no point for me to stay..
i cnt be just stop at this stage in the moment
i must keep continue learning
there a are a lot of thg i want to LEARN
and my current job could't fullfilled my need anymore
now is the time to transform myself
to a better environment in the years ahead...