懂得。舍弃

最近很多东西烦，工作不顺利很烦，找到地方住了要搬了又要烦，烦没时间整理东西（我的东西的确是太多了），饶文杰每次讲我喜欢收垃圾。。一开始我还一直反驳的，但是翻回看看，我并不是收垃圾啦，嘻嘻。。。我只不过是念旧而已。。（自辩）
以前在下乡团当顾问的时候，就会收到很多心意卡啊，小礼物啊，等等的。。
虽然这些都是不等用的东西，但我却这么珍惜他们的心思，虽然收藏它们是蛮占据空间的。。
结果最后它们的寿命也被陈巾柔结束掉了。。。他说这些都是垃圾，早就该丢啦。。
“你啊，真是垃圾婆来”
“.....”我愣住了半载。。。
唉，他这个朋友真是没话说了，虽然我的念旧被丢了，
但我却被他的举动深深的感动，因为他是真心为我好的。。
是的，我真的很爱收东西，只要是接过手的礼物也好，
我都回收藏张起来，舍不得丢掉。
所以就会常常爱回想以前的事情，每次看到一样事物，
就会很轻易的勾回去一幕幕的回忆。。
久久在我脑海盘旋，散播不去。。
以前很喜欢这样子，但是现在反而很讨厌了
我不想让自己一直活在过去，很痛苦，很折磨自己
现在我学会该怎么去爱自己多一点，活得实在一点
“活在当下” 我一直这么告诉我自己

moody day~

wat a shit day!
my car's radio had been stolen last night!
when i just notice it today's morning,i was so shock about tis...
how come the thief get into my car without broke my window??
and then how come he can lock my car before he leave?
nowadays, those thief are sooo sooo clever...
it's unpredictable..their skill are even advanced until v totally cnt imagine tat..
i m feeling sad as i need to pay for it to get a new one..
but i also feel lucky as the thief do not act cruel and drive off my car away..
haiz...actually i also quite pity for that thief,he must sure be very poor and even poor in education not only money...
if he is not fall in such condition,then he will not act like this..i murmured in myself.
i should forgive him...he is much more pity than me..
i am able to earn bac the money but i have no idea about'him'..
wat's a pity!