my babe♥

finally my babe was 'borned'...haha i have dream for so long,and now i achieved my dream..yeah~ *wink* here share my happiness with u guys~♥ i promise will take good care of my babe,will help it shower twice a week & ban leng leng~haha.. although it might just a small dream,for someone may even not a dream at all..because without dreaming they had already achieved! Lol.. For me i already wan to go for celebration..haha! everything start with a small dream,persist all way long,and achieved! then proceed to the bigger dream~yeah~ the feeling of achieving dream by own self is damn greatttt >,<

两极人

解不开的误会究竟还要纠缠多久
两极不同的人 想法亦有很大的偏差
北极和南极永远会是两个遥远的极段
北极不懂南极的热 南极亦也不懂北极的冷

有些误解不是三言两语就可以化解得了
才发现原来沟通是一门很深的学问
有些人要用一辈子才学会
有些人或许一辈子都学不会

如果选择接受 便得用心去经营
不能接受的 勉强只会带来痛苦

想哭

很想哭却哭不出来的感觉真的很难受。
一股泪水在心头却怎么都流不出来，
似在压抑些什么的。
我情愿可以放声大哭一场
或许会哭的很丑，很难看
至少我是伤心的。
但，哭不来的眼泪
还会是伤心吗？
心痛到心寒
原来是这样的。

new year 2012

suddenly so feel to blog...
welcome year 2012!!!!
it's truly a brand new year for me..
i wan to be a better me..
with new thought,new ways,and new direction...
i appreciate what i have did and learn from last year.
i have gained lots of experiences throughout the year,yet i've grown up so much
there is no word can describe other than "tough" for what i've been went through..
last whole year absolutely full of up & down...
lots of things are out of my expectation,and i've realised there is no thing can be control..sometimes it's fully out of my mind.
life is just unpredictable.
i should'nt regret for what i've did but learn from the mistakes instead..
i'm thankful for whose still be my side to suppport me, hold me n love me.
i hope it would be a better year ahead..

女人想的。。。

#I 现实中的。。。

她：「老公。帮我接杯水呗。」
他：「石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。」
她：「算了.. 我自己去吧..」

#II 女人想要的。。。

他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。
他：「干吗去？」
她：「去接杯水。」
他：「你坐这看吧。我去给你接。」

女人要求不高，她对男人唯一的要求就是「疼她」，
你可以什么都没有，只要你疼她，她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你..

原来

原来
我
不是不相信你
不是不相信爱情
不是不相信永远
是 不相信 我自己


原来
我什么都不想拥有
因为我怕失去

determination to learn violin

in last blog i do mention that i want to fill up my leisure time with somethg that i really wish to do for so long.guess wat??hehe...is learning musical instrument.i wish to learn piano since i was a small girl,but this dream never achieve during my schooling time,but i never think to give up my dream as i love piano so much,i even can revel in the beautiful melody and feel touching to it.i always hope that i can learn piano one day so that i can play some loving song or romantic song but for sure those must be my favorite song as well.hehe.Thus,when i grown up i have realized that it is not possible to learn from the basic anymore as my fingers hv become stiffer and less senitive to play a very good piano..or else miracle happen,but will it?...huh...sound like i have force to give up..sigh~ indeed,there is adult courses available for those teenagers like me to learn but definitely not from the bacic,mayb just learn for certain level or some trendy song instead.Actually i do can learn too but there is reason behind why at the end i chose to learn violin instead of learning piano.This is because i have no idea to place a piano if i have buy it!sound bad right?indeed,i just have rented room,and it's definitely a big problem for me to placed my piano.so,i am rather learning violin at this moment than waiting until i get my own house to get this problem solved.hah..but this doesn't mean that violin can replace piano,it actually also come to my second choice from the beginning =]
i fall in love to violin because i was so impressed when first looking at leehom playing violin on the stage.haha..it's sound ridiculous to fall in love to violin by such reason huh?anyhow..i want to learn it with wholeheartedly and hope can just play any beautiful melody that i love!if there is time allow,i stil wish can learn piano in one day.haha >,<