奢侈的爱

作词: auyong 作曲: auyong 演唱: auyong

还记得第一次遇见你
还记得我们对话的原因
还记得你说的每一句
一直都刻在我心里

慢慢的我们开始熟悉
慢慢的我们开始相信
慢慢的开始了解了你
慢慢的就在一起

我们之间 有太多纠缠不清的线
关于你的心 关于我们的情
你还是犹豫不决

我们的拥抱 也许是寂寞的需要
那都是你和我的寂寞的临时解药

给我的关怀 到底出自什么的心海
我不想一直站在这个爱情边外

(我不想放手 但不能够奢求同情的温柔
我选择成全了你为了证明我爱你)

戒不掉握你温柔的手
戒不掉温暖拥抱时候
戒不掉对你的守候
我还是戒不掉你

eYe's pretty birthdaY~~

i would lk to begin my blog with
"wahahaha..i hv celebrate my memorable and awesome bday in my life.."
thx for the gift u hv made for me..it's really make me touch..
thx for the card,the song,the jacket...
thx for the photo shooting..i damn lk it^^
thx for everythg u had done for me..
love so much :)

eYe>>> 101114

cheer~

a decision

just realise that i ord step into 7th mth for my working life..
wow...is nt that long,but not a short period oso..
cant deny that i really hv learn a lot thru tis job.
is tough for me whn start working,i never thk to work in tis field b4,
everydy need to meet different ppl,but the chatting topic are almost the same,just the ways of talking are different n
definitely the ways u treat different ppl are also different..
if u ask me whetehr happy wv the job?
i also duno how to answer..
mayb the 1st answer appear in my mind is nt..
but think deeply..i m quite satisfied wv all those so called 'benefits' frm tis job.
working time very flexible,i can arrange schedule myself..
salary quite ok,but higher abit sure better lo
commissen quite acceptable,but target too high,hard to hit:(
(but if work hard stil can hit de :0)
hm..manager n colleagues treat me very good too..
sound lk quite good rite?
but duno y i stil feel lk wan to change job
i dun lk , i really dun lk tis job, sumtime
i wil get mad on it
stress make me crazy,make me insomnia
i knw everybody need to stand for their stress,it's normal only
or shud i say every job also will hv stress,it's depend on how u going to manage it..
else the job is really hv no challenge..thn wil be another story d
if i really can thk positively,y i stil keep thking to change job??y?
wat i m nt satisfied wv?
i keep analyse the pros n cons recently..
i wan to thk carefully b4 make a decison..
cuz i dun wan myself to get regret on the decison i made
the feeling of regret is damn bad..
so,is thr any other aspect hv left to support the cons?
hm...i spend most of the tm on the road,
especially under the hot sun..
it's really feeling damn bad,sumore make me get darker skin,
i feel terribly bad of it :(
furthermore,sumtime need to entertain those fake customers
it's not my ways...i dislike such way
is nt me anymore..i wont prefer to be those kind of ppl
well, i just act whoever i m..dun care
tat's y ppl do sales,i do sales,but it's terribly tough for me :(
anyways,i wl try to learn some skills which can help me doing well in my job scope(it's a must in order to get performance,no choice :(
while at the same tm i knw wat m i doin abt,n try to balance it.
state out pros n cons,but stil cnt make any decision...
cuz i dint c any side which hv more point to support..
haiz..headache..
put aside 1st..
anyways,jst try my best whatever the challenge come to me
i wil knw wat to do n wat decision to make soon..
god bless me ~~