be strong

stop!stop!stop!!!!!
pls stop looking down at urself..
can?
why i always lk to care too much on what ppl hv tell n what ppl hv judge on me?
i m agree that sometimes suitable advise we shud take it for personal growth,
but those advise doesn't mean it reflect the negative side rite?
it's just a space of improvement...jst a phase of growing...
but hw can it become a negative power towards me?
i shudnt take it in tat way!!!
bt i didnt realise tat!n slowly it become an abstacle for me to keep going on..
cuz those negative criticism make me to lose confident to myself unconciously..
it's tat real? or all tis while i m definitely no confident to myself???
i m lack of confident!!!
i m nt didnt get well prepare,bt yet take it seriously in other way round..
i jst lose confident whn come to certain circumtances..
theoretically it's easy to consult ppl in order to build confident frm internally by building the trust or believe in our own..
bt practically it become harder..mayb i m nt that kind of person who always confident to thmself,cuz whn i hv confident in somethg tat i really put effort n done well,it wil always failed at the end..
tat'y i dare nt to be confident for nxt tm or for the nxt try!!
obviously,it's seems lk my own problem,i realise that actually..
i shudn't hv tis kind of mindset,i shud remind myself to take it positively,
be smile n keep go on...
dun ever stop n blame n cry....
its wil never use!!
it's jst a learning step,everybody wil go through with it,ntg can beating me down if i wan somethg to be achieved!!!
i hv chance to learn i shud appreciate,thk positively!!!
here,i wil prove to u,i sure i can do the best,
no matter hw hard the difficulties come towards me,
i nt sure whther wil satisfy to ur needs,bt i m sure that tat is the best i hv presented!
as long as tat's the effort i hv put,promise i wont regret anymore!
i learn to accept challenge,i learn to accept different perception, i learn to accept criticism,i learn to accept my weakness,i learn to be strong n growth myself in another way...
tat's me♥♥♥



eYe kuriko,cheers always♥