Tuesday, July 19, 2011

T_T

人的一生中充满了选择。
害怕去做选择,因为没有人可以告诉你,你的选择是对还是错
只有去经历了才懂得。。
不然你永远不会知道 你所做的选择不会后悔
因为你没有预知能力。

选择,却只有一个。
人家说,选你所爱,爱你所选。
这句话说得没错。
一旦选择了,你没有得怨。
因为选择是自己的,得对自己的选择负责。
但是,却有多少人可以真正付得起这责任?
选择的背后岂只有责任而已呢。。
带来的痛苦和煎熬。。
要怎么去承受?
要怎么去面对?

选择对我来说一直都不是一件容易的事
是我太执着了吗
是我不够洒脱吗
如果不需要做选择该多好

我又逃避了 T_T

Friday, June 17, 2011

dating wif my dearest~~


i like tis pic so much =)

damn happy whn my dearest shuang come kl for interview n yet stay at my house!
yippy!!!tat's a long night chatting for us..even i tired lk hell for the nxt day,
haha..(i hv fall slp whn waiting for dr)swt =.=
bt it's doesnt stop me to pillow talk every night =D
although one week hv passed..it jst lk happened yesterday,haha
can imagine hw fast time flies?
feel excited n grateful to stay with my dearest,yet shopping is one of the activity v cnt miss!!!
unfortunately whn wen n sam cum v hv no chance to take photo..so bad :(
only can show here me n shuang pic~
nxt tm shud rmb to take photo as well,i wan to keep all the memories v hv been spend together..:p
love u my dear...♥




our dessert >>>> =p


muackz.......♥

be strong

stop!stop!stop!!!!!
pls stop looking down at urself..
can?
why i always lk to care too much on what ppl hv tell n what ppl hv judge on me?
i m agree that sometimes suitable advise we shud take it for personal growth,
but those advise doesn't mean it reflect the negative side rite?
it's just a space of improvement...jst a phase of growing...
but hw can it become a negative power towards me?
i shudnt take it in tat way!!!
bt i didnt realise tat!n slowly it become an abstacle for me to keep going on..
cuz those negative criticism make me to lose confident to myself unconciously..
it's tat real? or all tis while i m definitely no confident to myself???
i m lack of confident!!!
i m nt didnt get well prepare,bt yet take it seriously in other way round..
i jst lose confident whn come to certain circumtances..
theoretically it's easy to consult ppl in order to build confident frm internally by building the trust or believe in our own..
bt practically it become harder..mayb i m nt that kind of person who always confident to thmself,cuz whn i hv confident in somethg tat i really put effort n done well,it wil always failed at the end..
tat'y i dare nt to be confident for nxt tm or for the nxt try!!
obviously,it's seems lk my own problem,i realise that actually..
i shudn't hv tis kind of mindset,i shud remind myself to take it positively,
be smile n keep go on...
dun ever stop n blame n cry....
its wil never use!!
it's jst a learning step,everybody wil go through with it,ntg can beating me down if i wan somethg to be achieved!!!
i hv chance to learn i shud appreciate,thk positively!!!
here,i wil prove to u,i sure i can do the best,
no matter hw hard the difficulties come towards me,
i nt sure whther wil satisfy to ur needs,bt i m sure that tat is the best i hv presented!
as long as tat's the effort i hv put,promise i wont regret anymore!
i learn to accept challenge,i learn to accept different perception, i learn to accept criticism,i learn to accept my weakness,i learn to be strong n growth myself in another way...
tat's me♥♥♥



eYe kuriko,cheers always♥

Thursday, June 16, 2011

i m tired@@

i m really tired throughout tis month.........................T.T
whn is the ending???

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

i willing

我愿意 from @uyong on Vimeo.



ur video make me cry so hard...never experience before...
until..i met u...all bcoz of u...
my love to u...wil never till the end..
i love u...
for the rest of my life

Friday, April 15, 2011

思念你的我


思念你已经是我生命的一部份
因太过的思念你 而放声大哭
对你 我还是第一次
从来没有想过你不在的日子
是多么的难熬

我无法控制我自己
只好放任我自己
对你泛滥的思念
没有你 我甚至不能清晰
只好摸索着 茫然的度过

有你陪伴的每一时刻
原来已经渗透了
我内心的每个角落
你是我的全部
我因你而灿烂
我因你而落寞
我因你 而变化

不能想像没有你的一刻
我会是怎样
生活的节奏
被你牵引着
一步步地 迈向幸福里程碑

突然间发现我自己
已深深爱上你
无法自拔的 爱你

我愿意

思念是一种很玄的东西 如影随形
无声又无息出沒在心底 转眼 
吞沒我在寂寞里

我无力抗拒 特別是夜里 
想你到无法呼吸
恨不能立即 朝你狂奔去 
大声的告訴你

愿意为你 我愿意为你 我愿意为你 
忘记我姓名
就算多一秒 停留在你怀里 
失去世界也不可惜

愿意为你 我愿意为你 我愿意为你 
被放逐天际
只要你真心 拿爱与我回应
什么都愿意 什么都愿意 
为你

我什么都愿意 什么都愿意 
为你

p/s: 给我生命中的挚爱