我愿意

思念是一种很玄的东西　如影随形
无声又无息出沒在心底　转眼　
吞沒我在寂寞里

我无力抗拒　特別是夜里　
想你到无法呼吸
恨不能立即　朝你狂奔去　
大声的告訴你

愿意为你　我愿意为你　我愿意为你　
忘记我姓名
就算多一秒　停留在你怀里　
失去世界也不可惜

愿意为你　我愿意为你　我愿意为你　
被放逐天际
只要你真心　拿爱与我回应
什么都愿意　什么都愿意　
为你

我什么都愿意　什么都愿意　
为你

p/s: 给我生命中的挚爱

i m relax!!and travel moood is on!!!!

yeah~
jst come out frm manager room,
i hv dy decided to leave.
i duno whther wil regret in future,
bt at this moment,i knw tis is the decision i wan to make.
i m stil young,yet out thr stil hv many other chances wait for me;
to learn,to explore,to challenge.
sumore entering multinational company,
i thk wil be a different culture n environment,
yet i hv chance to work with..i shud appreciate it.
good luck to myself n all the best la♥
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now,my travel mood is on!!hapieeee =D
hk is wait for me..yaahhooo~~~
very happy as tis is my first tm travel,someore with my love one♥
so,today i wan start packing dy,else last minutes wil forget tis and forget tat!
knw my bad pattern de!!
hope to9 wil hv a nice slip,n ready for the flight on saturday!!!
c u hk~c u disney land~c u ocean park...n more n more~~hehehe XD

over worried ? m i? :(

finally i success...yeah!!!!
i should sound happily...bt i nt..why?
i wish can figure out the reason behind too..
i seems lk start wondering something...
do u thk i m over worried??
i duno ;(

it's absolutely a tough period for me...
one round by one round interview..and each time i need to be well prepared,
yet study alots is a must..it has make me so stress and till insomnia ==
day by day..cant slp cuz stressful by the interview..omg..
i need to thx Heineken...i only can get sleep cuz of u :)
how tired n exhausted i m,all jst reflect on my eye bag n dark circle!
damn sweat!
it's my dream company which i wish to get in since long time ago...
the first interview n second i pass successfully,even satisfy with my performance..
as the interviewer said:" i dun hv any reason that u cnt get this job"
damn happy whn heard this..it's mean a recognition for me?
i m extremely full of confident to myself.. yesss!!! =D
but whn come to the 3rd in,i m too nervous,cuz i told myself i wan to get this job successfully,i nt allow myself to make any mistake during this important stage..
thus,i gv myself so much of stress...arghhhhh...i m STRESS ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!
i hv been insomnia for how many days?
i hv been struggle on it for hw many days??
i hv been put hw much of effortss??
i dun even thk can count by my finger...;(

yet,hw do u thk of my 3rd in?
i hv failed it...
i sad lk fall frm top to the bottom..
nervous has make me cnt figure out the word frm my mind..
and yet cant ans the questions accurately even i hv been prepared for so long..
yet..he doubt on my effort,and asked me show him my hard work,
whn he saw the notes i hv prepared jst thick lk a book,he get shocked and straight away ask his secreatry to photostate all my notes(i duno y he do so)
end up,he open the door for me n prepare for my leaving,
bt i stun at the moment,i nt reconciled with it..
yet,before i leave,i asked:"do u satisfy with my performance??"
thn he jst stun for a short while,and he ask me to take a seat.
the first word frm his mouth:"u hv really failed me"
he actually hv expected more frm me,as i hv been well prepared..
i...i m so sorry..i murmured...i hv dissapointed u..i m too nervous!!
yet..i hope to hv one more chance...can i??
bt i dint speak out...
he keep explaining to me what in his mind...
some i heard some i nt..
and he said: "overall u are reasonable"
reasonable?huh?what r u trying to mean?
considerable??
step out with hopeless n energyless body....

whn the heavy rain had jst splash on my face..
i receive a ph call in a sudden,is another manager called me for 4th interview!!!!!!!!!!!!
aiksss...i m definitely speechless,cuz i start to doubt on myself :S
yet,i went for the 4th in...without nervous,without worried..
cuz i control well on my emotion,dun allow myself to failed again cuz of nervous n yet cnt ans the ques properly ~~
and today, i receive ph called again.
"u are informed that u hv successfully get the job"
and they wan me start working asap,as they r willing to pay instead of my two mth notice..sound greatttt isn't?
wowooooh~~at the moment i really excited n happy til max..
bt whn i calm down,i start to thk a lots... :(
whther i hv make a shrewd decision?? n im nt goin to regret after this??
whetehr i hv deserve better thn my current situation?
whether i can get what i wan?yet can fullfilled my needs?
i duno.

u thk i m thking too much?bt i cnt even stop thking this...
once i nt get the ans i wan...those ques wil jst keep playing in my mind..
oh...........shittttt!!
eYe!!what u want?
whn ppl failed u,u sad for whole day;
whn ppl wan u, u worry for whole night.
my bad pattern seems lk come out again..
i m thking too much!!!
plssss awake me!!!!!plsssss!

my sushi day ♥

hahaaah..i laugh non-stop as ecc comment has keep playing in my mind...
"are they eatable?"hahaaha..
i can answer u,"yes,they are.."
yet,it's make me thk to blog...

i hv spent my great weekend by making those "delicious" sushi wv him :)
as what he say "the best sushi in my life"..hehehe
can u imagine hw best it is?haha
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i hv long tm ago decided to make sushi for him,as both of as like sushi so so much..
lk sushi zanmai,sushi Tei,sakae sushi,sushi king n etc..no 1 v hv missed,every tm go for lunch or dinner,always make sushi as our first choice♥
yet,i thk to made it myself..it wil be different in taste,rite?
but i always nt free to do it...(damn many excuses =.=)
but,finally this weekend i can squeeze some tm to make lovely SUSHI~~yea yea~lalala~

so,yesterday v decided to buy material at midvalley jusco...
at first,we do filled our stomach at CHILI,it's finger-licking good!
i hv really nice western food for lunch♥
i do hv my firecracker fillet fish while he has the honey chicken...
both oso damn deliciousss...hm..yummy yummy~like it like it~
after lunch v jst went jusco to buy the materials for sushi.yippyyy!!!
v had bought the egg,vinegar,tuna,mayonese,seaweed n so on..its cost ard RM40++
the japanese rice that i looking for is ord out of stock..at the end i dint buy the other brand instead,i decided to look for it at another store..(dared nt to try other brand)
so today v jst go the nearby grocery to look for it..
n yet the brand i wan oso no more d,no choice,i hv to buy another brand..
v bought the rice,crabstick,wasabi n etc...again,its cost ard Rm40++
it's far more expensive thn having 1 meal in zanmai sushi =.="

hmhm...as v reach hm...i jst realise that i hv forgot to bring the mould which use to make rice in rectangular shape!it left in my hse!oh my god....is thr any other thg can replace it??
i hv totally no idea wv it ==
eventually,without wasting tm..(cuz he is goin to work at 530pm)
v hv decide to use our hand in order to make the rice into shape~the only choice of the choice...oh my god~~~~
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can u imagine hw the sushi look lk???
haha..i hv no eye see oso...
it's quite lk sh***...hahhaa
anyways,v do enjoy it♥cuz it's so called hand made sushi..
much different thn comercial 1 ler..hahaha
bt he told me although the sushi are nt will sell,
bt he do enjoy the moment that v hv made the sushi tgt!me too♥




the "best" sushi i have :)

a truth

today,early in the morning,whn i tunning on the fly fm,
i heard a phrase frm a DJ,it's meaningful and i would lk to share at here:

"when u fall in love with two people at the same time,
pls choose the second one,
because if u truly love the first one,
u won't fall in love with the second one"

i absolutely agree with tis..
if ur love one hv another out thr,mean that he no longer loyal to u..
he think to hv somethg fresh,somethg new to him..
and honestly he have changed,cuz he not in love with u anymore.
whn it becum a fact,v hv to accept,and dun struggle at tat point.
it's nt worth to retrieve bac..
cuz even u do so,he has no longer appreciate wif wat u do..

huh?u think to show tat u hv live better than him in front of him?
n u sure he wil feel regret with wat he done before?
thn u are totally wrong..wat u hv do,how u hv change,
thr is doesnt mean anythg to him..for now n for future..
cz he is the one who had make the decision at first.

completely dissapointed..hopelessness..desperateness..
holding with tired body..
time is needed..to washed off the memories..
no matter how hard the period is..emotional,depression etc..
all bad feeling just come towards,
be brave and go through with it,face with it..
as time is only the medicine to heal the wound
tat's the only way...
be cheer and believe that u can stand up again,
jst keep in mind that,ur life is nt been affected by him.
else u r the only one who will sufffering all the time..

as experience grown oneself up..
be strong and tough enough
whn it's just a memory,it's just a part of story in ur life..

my sweett valentine ♥♥♥

#14 Feb
never think that i will meet with u...
never think that i will be with u..
thanks god for giving me such a priceless gift in my life...
i hv a greastest moment in my life,it's to remember as long as i lives..
>> my valentine day ♥♥♥
romantic environment with sumptuous valentine set dinner...
till nw i still feel lk i just made a dream at that night♥
thanks for doin all those things to me,i do appreciate it!
especially the card u made.."the card is simple,but not my heart"
i m touch until max..it's not just word can say..
really duno how to describe my feeling at that moment..
but i knw u knw me well♥...i feel absolutely satisfy with it...
thanks for giving me such a memorable night in my life♥♥





valentine dinner @ smoke house bangsar :):):)

grill fish + mashed potato,,good taste ><

delicious appetizer =D asam taste wf vege +crab meat cheese on top

soup with ♥ shape>> pumpkin+carrot??+cili??...bt it's extremely nice~


someyhing like ice-cream,it's cold..bt nt exactly ice-cream ~~
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#15 Feb
i knw recently u are wondering about ur new job,new direction,new life..
dun worry ahbi,i m just beside u,to hold u,to listen to u,to understand u,
to support u all the time...everythg will be fine soon..
there is still long way to goes through,
just hope can be with u whatever good or worst things happen,gambateh♥


♥♥To love is time well spent;
what brought you & me together was heaven sent♥♥

i L.O.V.E myself

jst read thru my frens's blog..i can feel the strong smell,cny is around the corner..
today i suppose enjoy my shopping at sunway nw..bt y m i stil at hm???
all becuz of my NOSE la...hate my nose so so much..
whn i wake up early in tis morning,i d start sneezing...is NON-stop sneezing...
n finally cause running nose...oh MY GOD...i d finish 1 box of tissue,n i counldnt find any tissue in hse d,end up i nid to open one new roll of toilet paper..
the quality is damn bad,the paper so rough n make my nose becum redness, is the result of rubbing too much while wiping off snivel..
sigh....tis is y i couldn't enjoy my great saturDAY!!!
nvm...jst be calm..i murmured myself..
n enjoy blogging...as i hv finish decorate my blog nicely!yeah~

As the title of this post..
i can say tat i hv love myself so much :) :)
why??hehe..cuz i hv bought myself a set of skin care..
the excitement is unprecedented =D


this is the first item i bought, (for me tis is the most important item to own:)

while trying other sample product,i found that i extremely lk the quality,it can absorb very well to ur face,to ur every single cell...n its color look natural lk ntg apply to ur face...
subsequently,i hv decide to own one set skin care for myself~~YEAH~~~



due to my bad working environment(strong & hot SUN)..i hv to take more care on my skin,else i sure look more older thn exact age =.="
yet..as wat ppl say "spending money lk water flow"..
i thk i hv extremely experience it $$


yippy>>>> =) =) =)


the free mask i get =) it's cost around RM50++


**LANCOME family....yeee>>>love so much~~~

Last but nt least..i would lk to shout at here~

**HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR n GONG XI FA CAI**